Changes

I don't like who I've become. I don't know this girl. This person doesn't know how to love, isn't open to new opportunities and who's standards have dropped. She used to love someone, with everything she had. Her heart and soul new it was right. She had never experienced such feelings in her life, to be completed by someone. Then it all changed. Now she's a tired lonely girl, still afraid to love and live again. Just waiting, waiting on that one chance to prove she is better than before and win back her prince. Will that chance ever come? No, but the hope will forever live in her heart. This girl is desperately begging and pleading to get her happy back. She is something different and its not always good. Please lord. Im begging for help.

Held up

I should be the happiest girl alive. I should love with no fear. But am I? No, I'm held up on an ex I just can't get over. I want a letter from Brazil more than anything. If it means dropping every guy here, I want him. I'm just torn. All I can do is pray.

My prince

I've finally got what I've wanted since middle school. It's been 6 years and my feelings for this guy have not subsided. All this time he's liked someone else. Finally he admitted his feelings for me. We've sorta half tried but before he and I were both distracted by other people. So now we are giving it a second shot. He makes me feel great. I want this to work out so much more than I ever have. I'm willing to give up all of my faults to ensure our happiness together. When I'm with him I just want him to hold me and protect me. I suddenly become a damsel in distress. He's very athletic, intelligent and has a good head on his shoulders. I can't be more thankful for this chance. I have my prince